heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, quick update, im no longer into drawing and stuff like that, im spending all my time in making music and i feel like it fills me more than anything else, im considering making a new account so i can upload music, if i ever do it, i will post it here, i really want to express myself through making music and sharing it with other people, and i think thats all. last year was quite messy for me, like, idk, it wasnt the best, and then it was, i got into self harm then stopped then got into my first relationship then ended it and then i gained a bit of consiousness and enjoyed my life, like, everything about it, i got to play with bands, i dont really care how small they were, i just had a good time, rehearsing and just being happy. next week im returning to school, i just pray to god it will not be as stressful as last year, mostly for social shit, i think im getting a bit better at it, i dont remember when i suddenly stopped being social and having lots of friends but now im regaining that part of me that i lost for some reason, but yeah, im being more confident recently and happy, maybe about to start something with another unlucky girl hehehe, idk, ill just live my life from now on, trying not to be a pessimist and trusting gods plan.